Sunday, June 7, 2009

GARAGE SALE!

Ok...short notice but my parents have decided to have a garage sale. It is going to be on June 13th at their house in Aiken. So if you have ANYTHING you were thinking about selling and would want to donate to the cause (anything I sell, plus half of the money they make is going to go into the Africa fund) PLEASE let me know asap. I'll attempt to devise a plan of how I can get it from you before the 13th!
Thanks in advance and prayers for God's blessing over the garage sale and just good fortune would be greatly appreciated.

Thursday, June 4, 2009

Journaling...blog style

I've decided blogging is kind of like journaling...I have never been someone to journal...but my prayer is that doing it this way will point others to Jesus.
So...tonight I'm back in Clemson. It's seems a little strange/surreal. My apartment still is filled with my belongings, but having been in Aiken (at my parent's house), the last two weeks has shown me how quickly my life is changing. I'm having trouble describing what I'm thinking or feeling recently. I'm praying for sanctification in my spiritual life. I want God to mold my heart, life, and mind into what He needs it to be before I leave in August. My hunger to meet the babies at Zimpeto is growing but my love and connection with my family is growing daily as well. I also am struggling with feelings of inadequacy in my medical knowledge, language barrier, and many other things. Inadequacy and fears are not of God...so I'm asking Him to change these around. Really, my only request is that my summer and my move to Africa be for His glory.

I would really appreciate your prayers as I dive into sanctification, budgeting situations, and continued support raising...not to mention my summer babysitting job. Also, prayers that God would give me a clear vision to cling to while I'm in Africa. I keep thinking that a clear picture of what He's calling me to would help calm my spirit.

Oh and one other stress point in my life currently is my inability to make myself review for the Nursing Boards...my test is scheduled for 2:00 on June 26th. News flash...that is EXTREMELY soon! Prayers for diligence in this and my study of Portuguese!

I think that sums up my over-stimulated, fearful, tired, nervous, controlling, somewhat ridiculous mind at the moment. I'm reminded that we are nothing but sinful creatures without Jesus living in us. How amazing God's gift of His son is!!!!!!!

Wednesday, June 3, 2009

For information on what I'll be doing...

Hey there everyone! I have found out that at least for a little while I will be replacing an awesome nurse who is currently working in the Baby House at Zimpeto! I hope you are hearing my excitement here...I'M PUMPED! Her name is Erin and she has been blogging her adventure as well. Check it out at...http://emptyhandedbutalive.blogspot.com/. The video on the right side of her page should give you a good glimpse into what my life will be like!
Oh and did I mention she grew up in Clemson!!!!!! She went to Auburn...but her parents still live in Clemson! God sure does have a way of connecting His servants before they even meet!
That's all I have for now. I'm still asking for prayers for provision...there is a little less than $5000 left to raise. Most of my support letters have been sent. Let me know if you don't receive one and would like one!

Monday, June 1, 2009

Humbled...and taught!

A few days ago I again received a $500 check in the mail to support me for the next year...every time an envelope shows up I am again humbled and reminded that God is working out things in others' lives through this process as well. Praise Him!

In my study time this am God rocked me...God is in the business of restoring us from ashes to a place of honor through Jesus! Do you think you're worthy because of Christ? I think all humans, especially women, struggle with this.
"Listen to me, O royal daughter, take to heart what I say. Forget your people and your family far away. For your royal husband delights in your beauty; honor him, for he is your lord. The princess of Tyre will shower you with gifts. The wealthy will beg your favor. The bride, a princess, looks glorious in her golden gown. In her beautiful robes, she is led to the king, accompanied by her bridesmaids. What a joyful and enthusiastic procession as they end the king's palace!" Psalm 45: 10-15
What an awesome picture of what God envisions for each of the women who are princesses or royal daughters of the King!